Tuesday, 24 September 2013

Kofi Awoonor


Kofi Awoonor
1935-2013
Killed in the Westgate Terrorist Attack, Nairobi

ACROSS A NEW DAWN

Sometimes, we read the
lines in the green leaf
run our fingers over the
smooth of the precious wood
from our ancient trees;

Sometimes, even the sunset
puzzles, as we look
for the lines that propel the clouds,
the colour scheme
with the multiple designs
that the first artist put together

There is dancing in the streets again
the laughter of children rings
through the house
On the seaside, the ruins recent
from the latest storms
remind of ancestral wealth
pillaged purloined pawned
by an unthinking grandfather
who lived the life of a lord
and drove coming generations to
despair and ruin

*

But who says our time is up
that the box maker and the digger
are in conference
or that the preachers have aired their robes
and the choir and the drummers
are in rehearsal?

No; where the worm eats
a grain grows.
the consultant deities
have measured the time
with long winded
arguments of eternity

And death, when he comes
to the door with his own
inimitable calling card
shall find a homestead
resurrected with laughter and dance
and the festival of the meat
of the young lamb and the red porridge
of the new corn

*

We are the celebrants
whose fields were
overrun by rogues
and other bad men who
interrupted our dance
with obscene songs and bad gestures

Someone said an ailing fish
swam up our lagoon
seeking a place to lay its load
in consonance with the Original Plan

Master, if you can be the oarsman
for our boat
please do it, do it.
I asked you before
once upon a shore
at home, where the
seafront has narrowed
to the brief space of childhood

We welcome the travelers
come home on the new boat
fresh from the upright tree


Monday, 16 September 2013

Bloody-minded persistence


'...the most significant difference between a writer and a would-be writer is simple bloody-minded persistence.' Melissa Benn

I've had a surprise full day to myself as the children have gone to a friend's house for the afternoon and I've spent the whole time (apart from writing this blog, of course) re-drafting my novel. Sometimes - actually, quite a lot - I ask myself the question why I am still working on this novel. I first had the idea for it in 2004 - that's nearly ten years ago, and here I still am, slogging over the same story, the same characters, the same words. Am I flogging that figurative dead horse to death? 

There's no real answer to that question, other than the fact that I can't let go of it. It has been rejected by countless, countless agents but despite that, I believe in it. I was very heartened to read an article in the current edition of Mslexia entitled 'Survival of the fittest,' written by writer and journalist Melissa Benn, all about just that: that if you really believe in your work, keep going. Keep re-drafting. Keep learning from rejection. What is wrong with it? How can it be improved?  It's tough, it really is, but I can't believe I won't get there.

Monday, 2 September 2013

Back to school & writing


Back in beautiful Kenya, and september often feels like a time of new beginnings, probably because of all those years of starting a new school year around now. The children go back to school tomorrow and I get my mornings back. I've started to make some enquiries about going in to schools to do creative writing workshops, but it seems it may not be as straight forward as I'd hoped, namely because of the difficulty of getting hold of a work permit and also the relevant head of literacy even agreeing to have a meeting with me. However, I'm not going to be deterred easily. I'll keep pestering until the school secretaries are fed up with me and agree to meet me. And even if nothing comes of it this way, I shall definitely go in to lower income schools and give the workshops voluntarily (am presuming they are less concerned about work permits - hope I'm not wrong there.)

I'm also really enjoying working on a short story I'm going to submit to Mslexia, the theme being 'foreign parts' so no prizes for guessing where my story is set. And, difficult a decision as it's been, I'm going to put my new novel aside for now so I can sort out In the shade of the orange tree and get it ready for e-book publication. Kindle Direct Publishing, here I come!